loneliness all alone

thank you :hug2: (thank you all for helping me =) )
I visit them, call them and such..it's only about 10km to my mom and my brother lives about 1km from me..my sister..uhmm..5 maybe? So I visit and such..yeah..and this budget thing is very hard..I should sit down, and count my money and figure out how much I can buy and what I can buy so i get enough food for a month..
As soon as I get money ill buy candles..I love the light of candles..
Oh yeah Did I mention i have 2 kinds of milk in my fridge..both propably yuckie..it's really new all this grown up and all..

and when I have headache and such I get often really sad and I just get home and feel safe..it's not soo good..because..I want to like it but sometimes i just hate it to much

but thanks guys for letting me know I'm not the only one who has these kinds of thoughts :happysad:




EDIT: sorry tostig I can't rep you...not yet atleast
 
oh! something else that i found that helped me when i first lived alone.

It took me a while to realize, but the emptiness of my apartment (including lack of decoration) really contributed to the feeling of loneliness. I went out and spent about $50 on posters and put them up, got my friends to send me some pictures (frames optional) and put those up, and spent anothet $30 or so on crap at wal-mart. It really helped it feel more like my place, and the people on the posters almost felt like company. It really helped a lot. If you can get anything to decorate your apartment from your friends, family, and old living quarters, it would really help you settle in to spread it around your new apartment.
 
yeah I'm getting to that next week or something :D Ill try to get as much posters as possibly and stuff like that..I love art and photos..so I'm gonna try get that asap :D
 
I'm sure if you asked nicely, all your WTF friends will provide some photos for you to print and put up heheh. Some probably won't be appropriate, but what the hell, put 'em up anyway :P

p.s. thanks for trying to rep, it's the thought that counts :D
 
wait..that is kind of a qute idea! :D like fav. pictures of things... :)
feel free to post.or maybe I should make another thread..if someone..would send photos then.. :P
(btw I have a nice..decoration thingy..it's mostly in green/orange/red/yellow..all warm an cozy...)
 
That's a great idea. Gonna start another thread or use this one?

y'know what'd be neat? a pic of people's home towns or current town of residence, whichever they prefer. Would be like a map of WTF hehe.
 
Here, i'll start. San Diego, Paradise on Earth

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just ask the boys how to get past the firewall :happysad:
(actually..you guys should tell when there is some action..when I'm there..almost noone is there..:confused: )
 
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