...find myself overwhelmed? Fact of life: Life is sad.
Not everything works out. People can't stay around forever. People hurt. People lose. People grieve. People experience. People forget. People remember. People feel.
It's something you just have to learn to accept. But I can't seem to?
Everything saddens me. Pain, suffering, death, loss, illness, dead ends, perpetuity, end, growth, decay, feeling, not feeling, growth, decay.
I just get so overwhelmed sometimes, all of a sudden it just hits me. I am always so numb, and then so much feeling takes over me and I can't think and I can't breathe, I can't stand and I don't feel that I can live knowing and feeling what I do. Some days are fine, and my ignorance keeps me happy and safe. But others, I sit for the entire day, listening to one song play on repeat and staring blankly at a wall, till the early hours of the next morning. Emotionally disabled, a mental statue that can't grasp the day, life. Like my heart has gone and chunks of my mind have been cut out just to save self destruction from a simple concept I can't seem to accept, or ignore.
What is this and what can be done about it?
(P.s. If you're going to just say "See your doctor." That doesn't help. Details please.)
Not everything works out. People can't stay around forever. People hurt. People lose. People grieve. People experience. People forget. People remember. People feel.
It's something you just have to learn to accept. But I can't seem to?
Everything saddens me. Pain, suffering, death, loss, illness, dead ends, perpetuity, end, growth, decay, feeling, not feeling, growth, decay.
I just get so overwhelmed sometimes, all of a sudden it just hits me. I am always so numb, and then so much feeling takes over me and I can't think and I can't breathe, I can't stand and I don't feel that I can live knowing and feeling what I do. Some days are fine, and my ignorance keeps me happy and safe. But others, I sit for the entire day, listening to one song play on repeat and staring blankly at a wall, till the early hours of the next morning. Emotionally disabled, a mental statue that can't grasp the day, life. Like my heart has gone and chunks of my mind have been cut out just to save self destruction from a simple concept I can't seem to accept, or ignore.
What is this and what can be done about it?
(P.s. If you're going to just say "See your doctor." That doesn't help. Details please.)