LGBT: I had my first lesbian sexual experience yesterday.I don't really know how

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to feel. Please help!!? Hey guys, so I'm a lesbian and I'm 15 years old. I've had a girlfriend for basically all of this year. I haven't come out to anyone except for my girlfriend. My parents seriously have no idea. Well what happened today was, my girlfriend and I went to the mall. Her brother drove us there. He went off with his friends and she was with me. My girlfriend's brother gave her the car keys so we could put our shopping bags in the car. When we went to the car, we put our bags down and then we got in the back seat and started making out. We put up the window coverings so no one could see us. She started going a little further (boobs, a**, etc.) and I let her because we've been together for so long. We started really getting into it and she undid my pants. I took of her shirt, and one thing led to another. We ended up having sex in his car. It was absolutly amazing. But for me, it was kind of a conformation that I'm a lesbian. That really scares me, but I loved being with her.

But now, I really don't know how to feel about it. I don't want it to akward the next time we see each other. Also, what if my parents find out? I know she won't tell them, but what if they see sexual text messages we send to each other, or things that would make them think were together? They are not very accepting of gay people, and I know for sure they have no idea I'm gay. Help?
Thanks.
Also, do you think I was too young? If I were straight, having sex with my boyfriend would be out of the question because of STDs and pregnancy. But since I'm having sex with a girl I don't have to worry about that. Do you think I'm too young?
 
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