LGBT: Do you even think about your sexuality anymore?

I don't, I just find it to be like a breeze on an otherwise still day. You feel it brush up against you, you become aware of its presence, you look around and see nothing else to imply you're feeling it other than those feelings. And then it just floats away and you walk on just you were before. Ephemeral, really.

That's how I feel, anyway.

I used to be paranoid of people finding out, it was etched deep into my every thought and it was the puppeteer's strings that made me act. I'd sit, quiet, thinking about how sad it was that I was born this way.

But now, at the end of my childhood education, at the age of 17, not feeling quite like an adult yet but knowing I'm not a little child anymore, I don't think about it anymore. I don't miss it, I just find it funny... you know?

How about you?
 
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