The father of my baby was really verbally abusive when I became pregnant and I was with thim for 2 years before this. He had wanted a baby but after I became pregnant, he wanted me to have an abortion and to this day still points the finger at me saying I trapped him and never intended to settle down with me. In fact, he tells me all the time, just because I have his baby doesn't mean he has to stick around and he can still get married and have kids with someone younger in their 20's. He is 34.
I left in my last trimester had my baby girl 3 weeks ago without calling him when I went in to get induced. I felt so strong and when I had her, I was so content. He was calling around Christmas time around my due date leaving messages for me to call him when I go into labor not knowing she was here already. I finally told him she is here and let him see her for the first time. Well, he was excited for that day and has gone back to his verbally abusive self.
I know I just had a baby but I want this year to be mine and my daughter's year. He's done a real number on my self-esteem and I want to move on with my life doing what I want to do. With the hormones and sadness, it feels impossible.
I left in my last trimester had my baby girl 3 weeks ago without calling him when I went in to get induced. I felt so strong and when I had her, I was so content. He was calling around Christmas time around my due date leaving messages for me to call him when I go into labor not knowing she was here already. I finally told him she is here and let him see her for the first time. Well, he was excited for that day and has gone back to his verbally abusive self.
I know I just had a baby but I want this year to be mine and my daughter's year. He's done a real number on my self-esteem and I want to move on with my life doing what I want to do. With the hormones and sadness, it feels impossible.