question)? Hello!
I ask this to those that may know of this "subject". I am really interested in all that has to do with the power of the mind and the things we can achieve with it. Unfortunately I have been through a lot of bad experiences that have affected me by causing me all the limiting ideas, and the doubts, worry etc. in other words I have been wroking on this a lot to "reprogram" all that negativity.
On the up side I'm only 19 so I feel I'm young and perhaps with a good advantage if I work on myself since now.I grew up around abuse, insults, domestic violence, sadness, and I still experience this on a daily basis (my parents are the one with all these problems but of course all these things have become a part of me, I actually say I never had a childhood because all I can remember is the suffering of my mother, the violence, the me going to bed crying and praying for all to get better, and I was only 4 years old so it's obvious that I have cached on a lot of negativity).
I read a book on how we can affect the physical world materializing what we want, anything including a relationship with a specific person and such, but it is not as easy when you have to work on eliminating all the negativity you have had in you for years. I do my meditating, my visualizing, my affirmations etc.
I keep a blog and I have thought about making a new blog specifically for writing in an "altered state" all that I have wanted as if it were true reality and sit down and write about it on a daily basis, but my question is would this actually help or am I or will I be sending out a sign of attachment on what I want? Because my main goal is to keep myself worry free, the visualization works but I have moments in which I have doubts, fear, lack of faith, and I'm trying to eliminate all that and truly hit that point where I can know with 100% security that I shouldn't worry and just trust that I have what I want already. I want to detach myself from my wish and not send out a sign of being worried, or obsessed with "when will it happen", "will it happen", etc.
I guess sitting down daily and imagining and writing in present tense all that I want may help me auto-convince myself and probably after a good while end with the negative feelings I may experience at times, and lead to manifestation but I as well would like some thoughts on if this is actually a good thing?
I ask this to those that may know of this "subject". I am really interested in all that has to do with the power of the mind and the things we can achieve with it. Unfortunately I have been through a lot of bad experiences that have affected me by causing me all the limiting ideas, and the doubts, worry etc. in other words I have been wroking on this a lot to "reprogram" all that negativity.
On the up side I'm only 19 so I feel I'm young and perhaps with a good advantage if I work on myself since now.I grew up around abuse, insults, domestic violence, sadness, and I still experience this on a daily basis (my parents are the one with all these problems but of course all these things have become a part of me, I actually say I never had a childhood because all I can remember is the suffering of my mother, the violence, the me going to bed crying and praying for all to get better, and I was only 4 years old so it's obvious that I have cached on a lot of negativity).
I read a book on how we can affect the physical world materializing what we want, anything including a relationship with a specific person and such, but it is not as easy when you have to work on eliminating all the negativity you have had in you for years. I do my meditating, my visualizing, my affirmations etc.
I keep a blog and I have thought about making a new blog specifically for writing in an "altered state" all that I have wanted as if it were true reality and sit down and write about it on a daily basis, but my question is would this actually help or am I or will I be sending out a sign of attachment on what I want? Because my main goal is to keep myself worry free, the visualization works but I have moments in which I have doubts, fear, lack of faith, and I'm trying to eliminate all that and truly hit that point where I can know with 100% security that I shouldn't worry and just trust that I have what I want already. I want to detach myself from my wish and not send out a sign of being worried, or obsessed with "when will it happen", "will it happen", etc.
I guess sitting down daily and imagining and writing in present tense all that I want may help me auto-convince myself and probably after a good while end with the negative feelings I may experience at times, and lead to manifestation but I as well would like some thoughts on if this is actually a good thing?