I dumped her because I feel that I'm the nice guy who's finished last after she let bad boy loser types f*** her then there is the odd occasion when I feel that I love her and for that short period of time I feel free of my thoughts ,because even now were apart all these thoughts about her past still haunt me because I feel that is the only reason why I split up because apart from that I think I love her so I just don't know what to do...
P.s she seemed to talk without Amy thought about guys she's f***d to me even tho I tell her I don't want to hear about her past..
Now rhingskeep reminding me of her and sad songs and I feel like I want to get back with her but in back of my head I feel that she was and could still be a bit of a slag :,(
What shall I do
I feel trapped suffocated depressed anxiety and these thoughts still plauge my mind..
I am very insecure and feel inferior to those bad boy types
P.s she seemed to talk without Amy thought about guys she's f***d to me even tho I tell her I don't want to hear about her past..
Now rhingskeep reminding me of her and sad songs and I feel like I want to get back with her but in back of my head I feel that she was and could still be a bit of a slag :,(
What shall I do
I feel trapped suffocated depressed anxiety and these thoughts still plauge my mind..I am very insecure and feel inferior to those bad boy types