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AmericanBulldogLover
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well, ive been with my boyfriend for 5 years, but the past year has been awful, we live together..and on a DAILY basis he tells me how much he hates me, how fat I am, how he wants me to live, how stupid I am.
for instance....today i put one of those single serving pizzas in the microwave bc its a whole-lot quicker than the oven....but when the microwave went off the pizza was burnt and shitty, and my boyfriend yelled at me for burning it, called me an idiot, and made me eat the burnt pizza bc it was his and I was going to waste it.
later on tonight, I drank out of his water bottle, and left it on my nightstand without returning it to his, and he flipped telling me I'm a fucking bitch and I have no consideration for him, and he wants me to move out.
Basically, we hate each other, but neither one of us goes through with breaking up because it just such a damn hassle, and I'm terrified of being alone, and according to him I couldn't get anyone else anyway....any advice?
see..i dont view it as "abuse" and im afraid i'll regret my decision to break up after the fact, then it'll be too late...
once i sent him a "mental and verbal abuse" thing online...and he laughed at me, and says if i wasn't so stupid he wouldnt have reasons to treat me poorly...which he admits to doing.
everyone here is totally right, its gotten to the point that after he tells me how im the "biggest piece of shit ever"..i'm like he's right, i shouldn't have done that....then the next day, everythings "normal"..until he blows up, which is daily.
for instance....today i put one of those single serving pizzas in the microwave bc its a whole-lot quicker than the oven....but when the microwave went off the pizza was burnt and shitty, and my boyfriend yelled at me for burning it, called me an idiot, and made me eat the burnt pizza bc it was his and I was going to waste it.
later on tonight, I drank out of his water bottle, and left it on my nightstand without returning it to his, and he flipped telling me I'm a fucking bitch and I have no consideration for him, and he wants me to move out.
Basically, we hate each other, but neither one of us goes through with breaking up because it just such a damn hassle, and I'm terrified of being alone, and according to him I couldn't get anyone else anyway....any advice?
see..i dont view it as "abuse" and im afraid i'll regret my decision to break up after the fact, then it'll be too late...
once i sent him a "mental and verbal abuse" thing online...and he laughed at me, and says if i wasn't so stupid he wouldnt have reasons to treat me poorly...which he admits to doing.
everyone here is totally right, its gotten to the point that after he tells me how im the "biggest piece of shit ever"..i'm like he's right, i shouldn't have done that....then the next day, everythings "normal"..until he blows up, which is daily.