just feeling emotional numb..cant help it..i cant feel anything?

[Dodo Jen]

i never come across to numb so badly..tot it was jz a mood swing dat i used to hav once in awhile..but now has getting worst n worst,,n i dono hw to cope it coz everday i have d same mood...emotionless, dun feel like socialize n sometimes i even can pretend dat nth happen n socialize..dat makes me even worst..but i cant help it coz i m sick of d same mood of everyday..i dun reli enjoy wat i used to do..dun feel like talking, dun feel like hanging out wid frens n dun feel like joking n eating...n i used to close to family but i din talk to them like a couple of weeks..i wanted to talk to them but seem hard n been isolated frm them..so i wonder wat can i do to stop dis pain...it seems dat is so not me..i wish to be d old me agn..i seems not intersted in everything n i even drag myself for wat i m doing nw..plzz help me by giving some advice n sorry for d messy writing