Brushfire22
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So here is the story, About 2 months ago I was at a bar with some friends having some drinks. Time came to go home so we chugged them down and left. I got home at about 1:30am Got ready and laid down in bed and passed out. Now it begins, according to my GF I text her at 2:30 saying I cant sleep, Don't remember it at all. I wake up a day later in the hospital drugged all over the place. I'm put in this rehabilitation center for the next 4 days and while in there they break it to me that They found a drug called (benzo's something) and alcohol in my system. So basically I was drugged sometime in the night of drinking. (and I never did drugs I hate them and despise them).
Now everyone knows that mixing drugs and alcohol is not good at all, and apparently right after I text my GF that night I was drinking, I tried to choke myself with one of my belts thus putting me in the hospital labeled as a f***** suicide attempt. I saw like 3 Psychiatrists that week and all of them cleared me as not being depressed or suicidal in any way and never gave me any meds for anything at all, but I know its on my record forever as that and its really really ruining my life over and over again. (like being raped by the you just got F**** train).
My dream of joining the army is now here and I have been talking to the recruiter and he told me to lie about it at MEPS. I really don't want to but like I said its my dream job and I don't feel I should be put out because some a**hole slipped me some drugs and messed my life up. So I'm debating the lie, but it is killing me honestly, I don't know what to do and I don't want the trouble later on if I ever need to get security clearance for a position. Unless there is a way to avoid that completely.
Please help me And If you have ever come so close to a dream like I am right now tell me about it. Thanks Oh and
P.S. I had to drop out of college because of that whole thing so now if I don't get in the Military I cant even get financial aid because I had to cancel it. LOL But it could be worse.
Now everyone knows that mixing drugs and alcohol is not good at all, and apparently right after I text my GF that night I was drinking, I tried to choke myself with one of my belts thus putting me in the hospital labeled as a f***** suicide attempt. I saw like 3 Psychiatrists that week and all of them cleared me as not being depressed or suicidal in any way and never gave me any meds for anything at all, but I know its on my record forever as that and its really really ruining my life over and over again. (like being raped by the you just got F**** train).
My dream of joining the army is now here and I have been talking to the recruiter and he told me to lie about it at MEPS. I really don't want to but like I said its my dream job and I don't feel I should be put out because some a**hole slipped me some drugs and messed my life up. So I'm debating the lie, but it is killing me honestly, I don't know what to do and I don't want the trouble later on if I ever need to get security clearance for a position. Unless there is a way to avoid that completely.
Please help me And If you have ever come so close to a dream like I am right now tell me about it. Thanks Oh and
P.S. I had to drop out of college because of that whole thing so now if I don't get in the Military I cant even get financial aid because I had to cancel it. LOL But it could be worse.