Ive only had anal sex am I still somewhat a virgin (read)?

I have only had anal twice and I regret it and I plan to save my virginity until marriage. I am 18 1/2 and I really hate being young because I feel so old to be so young going through all I went through in my life. I fell like my soul is 40 and I have been told by older people that they think I am very wise for my age. This is something that has been beating me up for the past few months because this new guy tried to come into contact with me talking about he want to be my first vaginal and I told him no and he doesn't even bother to text/call me anymore. It's not fair. I feel so damn old because I never had a childhood not really I had to grow up so fast and I already want to find love and marry not for the sex just because I am really ready for my life to change. I don't want kids so I am donating my eggs to someone who needs them....I feel so guilty I toss and turn at night its eating me up.
This is mens I know.
 
Back
Top