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i was raised Christian, but i have seen so much in the past few years that have completely turned me against all religion, not really God. but i have been shown all the evil that religion has brought all the suffering, death, and destruction all at the hands of men using what they claim to be the word of god as their reason and right. and im just really scared to die i want there to be a heaven i want there to be an afterlife i dont want to die and just nothing black void of nothing. is there anyone else who feels this way??