Theresa Taylor
New member
I'm living with more obedience to God and it's hard. I no longer fornicate but I'm constantly reminded of how old I am (close to 50) and how time is passing me by. I steer away from gossip so I don't have a lot of friends and don't keep in touch with family that much. I don't drink, curse, smoke, do drugs. And then the thoughts of a man I've detached myself from because of his ways, a man who was willing to take care of me, are always in my head. Years ago, I would have jumped on the chance to be with someone who had money and little respect, but today, I'm not the same. And for some reason, I feel like I'm miserable and crazy but I know deep inside I'm blessed. What is going on?