It's weird when you look back, you realize so much you screwed up on?

lizzie

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or could have done differently. I'm really shy, but for some reason the witty class clown saw something in me I never even showed myself. He tried so hard. Stealing my pencil, sitting near me at lunch, smiling at me, making witty jokes, etc. I always brushed him off. I wonder what made him continue to try. Sometimes when I walk past him alone and see him surrounded by the super pretty girls, he still glanced at me. I liked him from day one.

He's gone though, he graduated a few months ago. I wonder if he knew I liked him. I wonder what he saw in me. But more importantly, I wish I hadn't been so awkward and insecure, he definitely was someone you'll only meet once in a lifetime. Should I tell him or let it go?
 
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