its weird...... i don't know what to do ....?

[meghna s]

So, it was saturday evening (their are these kids in my school who are popular , my crush also hangs around with them , the sad part is that they hate me cause things happened between us , previously i was one of them , my worst enemy is also one of them! ) i had never expected them to be in my colony's tennis court when all of a sudden i saw their gathering and they saw me ,it was dark so i went into one of the shops near the court bought my self some gum and left that area ignoring them cause i thought they would tease me , my crush was also there and was staring at me . i felt like going back there and pretend that i was talking to someone on the phone (IN REAL LIFE I DO NOT HAVE ANY FRIENDS , AND I WAS JUST PRETENDING WITH MY CELLPHONE TURNED OFF) i did this for more than an hour or so near the court when all of a sudden i had noticed that they have gone ! i stopped pretending like that... why did i act so weird like why did i pretend to talk to someone ? am i CRAZY ? at least that's what people think ... cause i have been doing stuff like ignoring people and running away and stuff why am i doing all this ?