decision or should we try..? We dated a year and a half, we were deeply in love each other--we still love each other, and still talk..and we ended things due to jobs, he was planning on joining the Army IN A YEAR.. but ended things in September and he told me he wanted to try things again once he enlisted which, in my opinion made no sense..so recently I told him I wasn't going to wait for him because he can't make up his mind as to what he wants. I literally begged to try things after we ended things, and he wouldn't want to..until last month where he told me he wanted to be with me but was afraid of hurting me.
It's been three months, and every single night I cry myself to sleep, I'm constantly looking back at old texts I have yet to delete, old photos etc. and I can't bring myself to remove them, or remove him completely out of my life. He was the ONLY person I trusted completely, knew every single little thing about me and helped me through everything. I don't have anyone else in my life whom I'm nearly as close as I am with him hence why I don't want to stop speaking.
He told me just a few days ago, the only think keeping him from trying things again is fear that this will happen again and we'll both hurt all over again.
How can I get over this? It's been 3.5 minutes and it hasn't gotten ANY easier, just A LOT worse!
It's been three months, and every single night I cry myself to sleep, I'm constantly looking back at old texts I have yet to delete, old photos etc. and I can't bring myself to remove them, or remove him completely out of my life. He was the ONLY person I trusted completely, knew every single little thing about me and helped me through everything. I don't have anyone else in my life whom I'm nearly as close as I am with him hence why I don't want to stop speaking.
He told me just a few days ago, the only think keeping him from trying things again is fear that this will happen again and we'll both hurt all over again.
How can I get over this? It's been 3.5 minutes and it hasn't gotten ANY easier, just A LOT worse!