Apple of your eye
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I've Always been a perfectionist, and it seems like martial arts would make my perfecinism almost unbearable.
well a couple of years ago I kept getting frustrated with my self in most of my martial art classes and I would think little of my martial art abilities because I thought I had to be Perfect.I used to cry at every once of my martial arts test because I thought I did something wrong and I would get so frustrated.
Since I seemed shy then and a afraid to do anything new on the risk of failure, my martial art teacher thought I wasn't taking it martial arts seriously.
Instead of him scolding me and telling me to calm down and move on, he thought I wasn't paying attention and he would slap me to make me take things seriously. And now thanks to him and his way of making me 'take things seriously' I have a hard time keeping my frustration down and my emotions in check.
When ever he slapped me My anger just rose till I wouldn't be able to control it and their would be a black wall around me, It scares me that I can't control my anger; He thought that my anger was a good thing...
Was it wrong of him to slap me?
well a couple of years ago I kept getting frustrated with my self in most of my martial art classes and I would think little of my martial art abilities because I thought I had to be Perfect.I used to cry at every once of my martial arts test because I thought I did something wrong and I would get so frustrated.
Since I seemed shy then and a afraid to do anything new on the risk of failure, my martial art teacher thought I wasn't taking it martial arts seriously.
Instead of him scolding me and telling me to calm down and move on, he thought I wasn't paying attention and he would slap me to make me take things seriously. And now thanks to him and his way of making me 'take things seriously' I have a hard time keeping my frustration down and my emotions in check.
When ever he slapped me My anger just rose till I wouldn't be able to control it and their would be a black wall around me, It scares me that I can't control my anger; He thought that my anger was a good thing...
Was it wrong of him to slap me?