Whenever I start playing piano, it's like I'm playing to impress my 2 dead grandmas, like they're standing behind me and judging how I play. It is one of them's piano, and she lived in a haunted house; I don't know if I'm crazy or what.... did they come back? Like it's weird right now I feel like I'm being watched although nothing exactly "ghostly" has ever occured in this house. Like the silence that occurs is like deadly and it feels loud in my ears. What the heck is wrong with me?