BeatboxGirl. :]
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Is letting go to much to ask of you? Its hard to know which way to go. Everything is pulling you apart limb by limb. Hardly understanding to walk, barley able to smile. Life seems hopeless, and no faith is left. Nothing passes your eyes, You can't even fake a smile. Noises become loud echos through your head. Your heart is staind with anger and pain. Can't decide which emotion to show, you curl up into the corner and wait, and wait, for nothing. Clearness becomes foggy, hope becomes fear. Everything you once knew has now dissappered. you wish for some sleep, but it never comes, insted lay awake traped in your head, a blank stare. Days turn to weeks, weeks turn to months. Every turn of the hands is the longest time. Your shy of time and overwhelmed with life. Unpleasent thoughts deal themselves like a deck of cards in your head. There's no bright side to be found, just dark despair, and nobody cares. Your body is a magnet to negativity. Your bloodshot eyes through-out the day, make it hard to concentrate on what was never there. Your caught in this world like a butterfly in a net, fluttering around helplessly and confused. Life goes on unsloved. You feel invisivable to everyone and eveything around you. You say your meaningless. You keep on beating yourself up, for the things you said and the ones you never did. Continusly in search for that missing puzzle peice to the impossible, and wandering in a never-ending cirlce.... of your life
I know i have to add more rich detail, but this is a rough draft, of what feelings are.
I know i have to add more rich detail, but this is a rough draft, of what feelings are.