is this normal or do i have an illness?

[not that far away]

so for the past few yrs i have had thoughts about cutting myself im not to sure why... when im at school i always Imagen myself getting my scissors out of my bad and cutting my wrists and when im in my room i have those thoughts to.. i tend to get thoughts like that when people arnt around me iv even dreamt about cutting myself i havent yet but im afraid because how much i think of doing it i think maby one day i might not be able to control myself and i might cut myself without thinking ...
help me..
do i have something wrong with me?
P.S
i played chicken with cars just because i feel like im worthless sometimes i Imagen it running me over but i jump out the way just when its close
i also love to watch horror movie because i love to see the blood
im realy scared for my saft i realy think i might end up harming myself

 

[Kate Higgs]

hmmmm i advise u talk to ur parents or go see a doctor , there is going to be a deep dowwn reason why u feel like this

 

[Kate Higgs]

hmmmm i advise u talk to ur parents or go see a doctor , there is going to be a deep dowwn reason why u feel like this

 

[Kate Higgs]

hmmmm i advise u talk to ur parents or go see a doctor , there is going to be a deep dowwn reason why u feel like this

 

[Kate Higgs]

hmmmm i advise u talk to ur parents or go see a doctor , there is going to be a deep dowwn reason why u feel like this

 

[Kate Higgs]

hmmmm i advise u talk to ur parents or go see a doctor , there is going to be a deep dowwn reason why u feel like this

 

[Kate Higgs]

hmmmm i advise u talk to ur parents or go see a doctor , there is going to be a deep dowwn reason why u feel like this

 

[Zoe Murphy]

I have the same problem, you should talk to your doctor.

 

[Kate Higgs]

hmmmm i advise u talk to ur parents or go see a doctor , there is going to be a deep dowwn reason why u feel like this