I was on top so I can't blame him for being rough. After the 3rd push I got a short sharp, relatively mild pain, which kind of felt like a flu shot, after which I could feel my pulse. I thought that was my hymen breaking so we carried on. There was no blood, and on the night no more pain.
Now, the following day, I hurt like hell. I've got a wild pain that feels like really bad toothache, and when I walk I feel like there is a golf ball stuck up there.
I can't really go to the doctors because my parents will ask why when the bill comes in, and my father can barely stand the thought of me growing up, if he found out I was sexually active at 15 he'd be in tatters.
Now, the following day, I hurt like hell. I've got a wild pain that feels like really bad toothache, and when I walk I feel like there is a golf ball stuck up there.
I can't really go to the doctors because my parents will ask why when the bill comes in, and my father can barely stand the thought of me growing up, if he found out I was sexually active at 15 he'd be in tatters.