samanthaforever
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When I was in kindergarten, i told my mom I wanted her to die. Yes, I know, that is a terrible thing to say and i feel guilty about it to this day. (I'm 23). I didn't even mean it.
My mom was obviously very pissed, as she has every right to be.
She took me and my little sister to the grocery store to get a bottle of red devil hot sauce. When we got home, she held me down on the counter and forced me to drink the whole thing. Then she chased me around with a dead fly and tried to make me eat it. Then she yelled at me to go get the butcher knife out of the drawer and kill her. i was bawling and obviously did not do it. Then she took me to a graveyard (it was about 1 in the morning) and had me get out of the car, and then she left me there. I understand what I said was a horrible disguisting thing to say, but did she go too far?
No, I'm not kidding. I sat by a grave that night crying my eyes out and thought satan was going to drag me to hell.
oh, and I have been to counselors and therapists for wanting to commit suicide, but I never told them that. They did ask were you abused as a child, and I honestly didn't know. that's what I'm trying to figure out now.
My mom was obviously very pissed, as she has every right to be.
She took me and my little sister to the grocery store to get a bottle of red devil hot sauce. When we got home, she held me down on the counter and forced me to drink the whole thing. Then she chased me around with a dead fly and tried to make me eat it. Then she yelled at me to go get the butcher knife out of the drawer and kill her. i was bawling and obviously did not do it. Then she took me to a graveyard (it was about 1 in the morning) and had me get out of the car, and then she left me there. I understand what I said was a horrible disguisting thing to say, but did she go too far?
No, I'm not kidding. I sat by a grave that night crying my eyes out and thought satan was going to drag me to hell.
oh, and I have been to counselors and therapists for wanting to commit suicide, but I never told them that. They did ask were you abused as a child, and I honestly didn't know. that's what I'm trying to figure out now.