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Klos338
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I don't know if this is anxiety or not, but here it goes.
(Last Year)
I was at the lunch line in my highschool just talking to my frienRAB.
It was my turn to order something in line and i didn't have any money, but i remeraber my mom saying that she put some on my school I.D card.
I ordered pizza and a drink and gave the lady my card. She scanned it and it didn't work. She scanned it again and it still didn't work. She told me that i don't have any money to pay for my food. So i turned to my friend and said that i'll see him at the table. The lunch lady felt bad for me i guess and told me that i could take the food, but i'll have to pay her back the next day. As she was telling me this i started to feel weird. My face turned bright red and i started sweating. My whole body was shaking and i felt sorta cold. The lunch lady infront of me asked me if i was ok or not, and so did my friend. I just said "Yeah i'm fine" and just took the food and went to my table. There were alot of people staring at me too which made it worse for me. After it was over i felt kind of weak and i wanted to cry for some reason.
The next day i felt fine and was walking in the hallway waiting for the bell to ring so i could go to my class. The bell rang and i was by my classroom waiting for my teacher to open the door. As everyone was walking by i started to feel weird again. My faced turned red infront of everyone and i just sat on the floor and put my head into my arms so no one could see me.
I went to the nurse and she couldn't help me.
The next day after that it got way way worse.
Whenever some1 i didn't know said something to me, my face would turn red on the spot and i would feel really weird. I couldn't even go into the lunch room without that happening too. I avoided the lunch room and went to the bathroom till lunch was over for about a month till i started to feel better.
(This Year)
I can now talk to people and go into the lunch room, but in my classes i can't do much. If the teacher asks me to read something out of a book in my class, i get really really scared because the last time i did it my face turned red and i started to feel weird. I can't even do a class presentation or else it would happen. It even happend when i was in the hallway and these two guys bumped into each other infront of me, and they started talking crap to each other and were about to fight. Now it's the second semester and i got new classes and everything, but it happens to me each time i go into my classroom and sit down. It would just happen out of nowhere when i feel calm.
I don't know why this is happening to me.
(Last Year)
I was at the lunch line in my highschool just talking to my frienRAB.
It was my turn to order something in line and i didn't have any money, but i remeraber my mom saying that she put some on my school I.D card.
I ordered pizza and a drink and gave the lady my card. She scanned it and it didn't work. She scanned it again and it still didn't work. She told me that i don't have any money to pay for my food. So i turned to my friend and said that i'll see him at the table. The lunch lady felt bad for me i guess and told me that i could take the food, but i'll have to pay her back the next day. As she was telling me this i started to feel weird. My face turned bright red and i started sweating. My whole body was shaking and i felt sorta cold. The lunch lady infront of me asked me if i was ok or not, and so did my friend. I just said "Yeah i'm fine" and just took the food and went to my table. There were alot of people staring at me too which made it worse for me. After it was over i felt kind of weak and i wanted to cry for some reason.
The next day i felt fine and was walking in the hallway waiting for the bell to ring so i could go to my class. The bell rang and i was by my classroom waiting for my teacher to open the door. As everyone was walking by i started to feel weird again. My faced turned red infront of everyone and i just sat on the floor and put my head into my arms so no one could see me.
I went to the nurse and she couldn't help me.
The next day after that it got way way worse.
Whenever some1 i didn't know said something to me, my face would turn red on the spot and i would feel really weird. I couldn't even go into the lunch room without that happening too. I avoided the lunch room and went to the bathroom till lunch was over for about a month till i started to feel better.
(This Year)
I can now talk to people and go into the lunch room, but in my classes i can't do much. If the teacher asks me to read something out of a book in my class, i get really really scared because the last time i did it my face turned red and i started to feel weird. I can't even do a class presentation or else it would happen. It even happend when i was in the hallway and these two guys bumped into each other infront of me, and they started talking crap to each other and were about to fight. Now it's the second semester and i got new classes and everything, but it happens to me each time i go into my classroom and sit down. It would just happen out of nowhere when i feel calm.
I don't know why this is happening to me.