Is this a strange situation?

Erica M

New member
Is it extremely odd for a lesbian, or at least someone who finds themselves repulsed by penis to be attracted to gay male porn? This is a completely serious question, see I've always considered myself a lesbian. I've always been attracted to girls and though I have been with boys before I hated it, just seeing a penis made me feel gross inside. However one day a while back when I was looking for lesbian porn I somehow got mixed up and watched gay male porn. I have never been more turned on in my life(by porn that is). No I don't want to be a man, I certainly do not want a penis. But something about watching 2 men together arouses me, I think it has something to do with the intensity I see in anal sex combined with the "emasculation" of one man by another, dominance really turns me on. My main questions are, is this extremely abnormal, is there a term for this, why in the world do you think I would feel this way, and how can I stop?
 
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