I have a condition that affected me during puberty and I look like a 15 year old when Im actually 23.
It has affected me in every aspect of my life. However, when it comes to a professional aspects, Ive dealt with it since it comes down to your actually capability not how you look.
However, relationship-wise, I've accepted the fact that I will be alone, and coped with it emotionally not physically. I still masturbate because I desire sex.
I've managed to suppress it and it feels great and even empowered. I see other guys sitting down, checking other women out and you can see how lust and desire holds a power everyone.
But I'm still not there yet, I feel like "it" is still there, only suppressed. Is there anyway, religious, psychological or physiological to suppress sexual desire?
I ask here because maybe someone knows about some ascetic principles or teachings that will help me.
It has affected me in every aspect of my life. However, when it comes to a professional aspects, Ive dealt with it since it comes down to your actually capability not how you look.
However, relationship-wise, I've accepted the fact that I will be alone, and coped with it emotionally not physically. I still masturbate because I desire sex.
I've managed to suppress it and it feels great and even empowered. I see other guys sitting down, checking other women out and you can see how lust and desire holds a power everyone.
But I'm still not there yet, I feel like "it" is still there, only suppressed. Is there anyway, religious, psychological or physiological to suppress sexual desire?
I ask here because maybe someone knows about some ascetic principles or teachings that will help me.