For some reason when I'm on facebook or myspace and I'm looking at a friend's profile or pictures, if I hear anybody start to walk anywhere near my room I'll feel panicked and feel the urge to switch on to a different page. But I'm not doing anything wrong, so why do I feel this way? I know this is a stupid question, but if there's anything wrong with me I'd love to know what it could be...
I also feel very shy about eating in front of others if they aren't eating as well, and my self esteem is extremely low. I almost always feel like someone is talking about me badly, and I always feel like someone is going to bully me when I'm at school. I hate having sleepovers because I feel as though I won't be fun enough for whoever I'm spending time with.
The only time I ever feel safe when I'm around others is if I'm with my boyfriend. And almost any time I'm ignored or if anybody forgets that I'm there, I feel extremely depressed and upset with them, even if it's in the smallest of ways.
I also feel very shy about eating in front of others if they aren't eating as well, and my self esteem is extremely low. I almost always feel like someone is talking about me badly, and I always feel like someone is going to bully me when I'm at school. I hate having sleepovers because I feel as though I won't be fun enough for whoever I'm spending time with.
The only time I ever feel safe when I'm around others is if I'm with my boyfriend. And almost any time I'm ignored or if anybody forgets that I'm there, I feel extremely depressed and upset with them, even if it's in the smallest of ways.