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Kagemaru
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Well, the thing is that as i grew older, i have very little urges for material needs.
I really do love computers and video games, but i always tend to get things for free.
and if it really gets bad, i will find what i need in the garbage dump(yes i have found alot of things there, memory card readers, XBOX, TV etc.).
Well i always tend to fix other peoples appliances, but i hate to charge, and my mom and gf are always arguing with me that i have to charge.
and i need to get a job, but every time i do, i just cant see the point why, even thought i work very hard untill one day i just stop going.
But when i start a project of my own, or do something for a friend (always for free i work very hard)
it gives me a great feeling of accomplishment being this way, and i wish that i could have my own firm making video games. even thought working over the internett would be an option.
I dont have urges for nice clothes, neither do i want for a nice expensive car, i dont even have a drivers license and i am 27years old now, and no i am not ignorant.
but people tend to yell at me and make a huge fuzz, but i have what i need to eat, and i have clothes and i do have entertainment. i do receive welfare to pay rent. something that does not bother me all that much. but i wish that i could only pay rent and food, working just enough for that.
is there something wrong with me?
ohh and i wish there where total communism, i forgot to mention that
I really do love computers and video games, but i always tend to get things for free.
and if it really gets bad, i will find what i need in the garbage dump(yes i have found alot of things there, memory card readers, XBOX, TV etc.).
Well i always tend to fix other peoples appliances, but i hate to charge, and my mom and gf are always arguing with me that i have to charge.
and i need to get a job, but every time i do, i just cant see the point why, even thought i work very hard untill one day i just stop going.
But when i start a project of my own, or do something for a friend (always for free i work very hard)
it gives me a great feeling of accomplishment being this way, and i wish that i could have my own firm making video games. even thought working over the internett would be an option.
I dont have urges for nice clothes, neither do i want for a nice expensive car, i dont even have a drivers license and i am 27years old now, and no i am not ignorant.
but people tend to yell at me and make a huge fuzz, but i have what i need to eat, and i have clothes and i do have entertainment. i do receive welfare to pay rent. something that does not bother me all that much. but i wish that i could only pay rent and food, working just enough for that.
is there something wrong with me?
ohh and i wish there where total communism, i forgot to mention that