Is sex Controling me and my thoughts?

[passionsmic]

I am in an unhappy marriage.
We don' have sex much
I fantasize about sex a lot and I waste time browsing the internet just looking for God knows what, just wondering and hoping something sexually exciting. I steal time from my children. Then when I masterbate all the sexual tenssion goes away and I start to think normal.
What bothers me is my entire philosophy in life is influenced by the sexual fantasy. I can not clearly specify exactly what my fantasy or desire is.
another thing is wasting precious time.
I am very frustrated. Let me here your insight on this.
What is wrong with me.

 

[3rd world born]

You don't have much sex so you watch porn and masturbate?
That is normal.

It takes up time? Well it has to! What do u want me to say? I masturbate for 3 hours sometimes. (But that's cause women can have multiple orgasms so we can go on)
You should talk to your wife and sort things out. That way you would get sex and not be bothered about wasting time.

As long as you are not looking at anything immoral (Child porn, animal sex etc) You are normal.

I have a bondage fantasy and I tend to look at bondage sex.