my children have been invited in advance to extended families kids birthday, I usually go every year to show the kids a teachable lesson & for them to socialise. However, it is pretty clear, that its just a token invite & no one actually speaks to me , I am pretty much avoided by other cousins and sibling group (for other reasons). It feels awkward, as ordinarily, this is the only time they invite me to anything & normally I see them in passing. I am not like family, I am different, but always strive to be true to myself.
I am sick of forcing myself to do what my womanhood wont handle & dont think I will be going this year, even though I have rsvp`d 2 say yes. I can change my mind right? Does that make me bad? I have it sussed and know what to use as an excuse for non attendance.
I am sick of forcing myself to do what my womanhood wont handle & dont think I will be going this year, even though I have rsvp`d 2 say yes. I can change my mind right? Does that make me bad? I have it sussed and know what to use as an excuse for non attendance.