i am 25 yr old. i love my ex-work mate very much. we have not met since 1 year. we talk on phone. but one day he used some double meaning phrase about me (like he want to eat something of me) and i just felt disrespected. so to avoid him i said i dont have a good physique as he think, i use pad bra and i am not as sexy as he think. is it dirty talking or i can chat like that with my b/f. but he told this to his friends and they sent me text messages which indirectly say i use oranges and all. it is so insulting. i felt degraded and cheap. i was expecting sympathy and true love but he did something else. the fact is that i am perfect. i just lied that one day in anger and he used it to make me feel sick. i want to suicide as i feel like a slut, a whore who opened herself at her own without being asked.
am i too wrong or everyone talk about their built with thier b/f or g/f?
am i too wrong or everyone talk about their built with thier b/f or g/f?