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I'm 18 years old and I lost my virginity to this guy the other night. I never intended it to go that far, although I did know what I was doing and it just happened. We ended up having sex and I know for a fact that he doesn't care about me and he only wanted to get it in. I thought if this were to happen to me I would regret it and cry, but so far I feel nothing-- except the fear of seeing him and it being awkward. After we hooked up all I could think about was this guy who broke my heart a few months ago who I'm still hung up on and only then did I cry. Is it weird for me to not feel anything about this situation?