Lately I just want to die. I'm not depressed or anything, but I'm so passionately curious about what's after life here on earth. I don't care what it is. I have no ideas or expectations. I'm simply curious. I'm not scared to die, but I won't ever do anything stupid. Even though I'm starting to think about the ways I could die like, everyday now. I just want to know so bad! I know I should just live my life and when it's time for me to go, I'll go. But I don't know......I don't know how to explain it. I'm actually pretty happy, and at peace even as I type this. I feel like I'm missing out on something and everyday the feeling gets stronger. (I almost cried when I typed that last part,? I don't know why!)
But yeah, is that weird? Am I the only one who feels like this?
Thanks for helping.
But yeah, is that weird? Am I the only one who feels like this?
Thanks for helping.