Okay, this is more of a personal question. As a child, I was always known to be smiling and laughing, like constantly. Since the teen years when you develop that self-awareness, I'm pretty much fucking lacking any of it. Girls? None. Talking to new people? Hard. Looking in the mirror and thinking, "yeah that's a cool guy"? Maybe on a fucking rare day. I hate to sound like such a little bitch, but I'm really looking for tips or whatever to help with this. Or back to my question, is it even really possible to overcome a shitbag like this?