This is quite funny, but may very well be the reason for all the disconnects in my life right now, i.e. why I no longer think the way I do while "enlightened" and why it's so difficult for me to "snap" out of my thoughts. It has crossed my mind many times as being the cause but I wasn't ready to accept it. I always thought, "well, they were my thoughts, and my doing, so it couldn't have been the Prozac!" (well, it was the power of the Light that created my good thoughts and actions 
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So, all of the work I did to become "enlightened" and the belief that came with it... was it because of the Prozac? And the consequent removal of it in my life has brought the shadow me in, the me that is unable to believe in her beliefs?
I ask this because I recall, during my "enlightenment", I would constantly have intuitive flashes of the Truth, of high self-esteem, of love, of creativity until it became a constant... I always believed in life, unconditional love, God and the power with with He instilled me..and ever since I stopped taking the Prozac these times became less and less and less genuine, and eventually have become zero as they are now! Ha, this is crazy but may be true! Please tell me what you think. Thanks.
@ Micael: See Micael, that's what I'd like to think. But my present is currently in real favour of the opposite and I'm wondering if its a result of stopping the Prozac...
@ generic dan: It hasn't been a nightmare per se, just a gradual but now significant change in outlook and beliefs...
@ cavassi: that is precisely why I came off the medication; I thought I could do it myself and that it was in fact me all the time...and I was fine by myself for a while until it started unraveling..
@ kokopelli: Thing is, the truth was always with me while on the medication... off the medication, the truth isn't here! Now I'm wondering is it a matter of taking the medicine again, or is it really dependent on me to re-realize all that of my enlightenment...
).So, all of the work I did to become "enlightened" and the belief that came with it... was it because of the Prozac? And the consequent removal of it in my life has brought the shadow me in, the me that is unable to believe in her beliefs?
I ask this because I recall, during my "enlightenment", I would constantly have intuitive flashes of the Truth, of high self-esteem, of love, of creativity until it became a constant... I always believed in life, unconditional love, God and the power with with He instilled me..and ever since I stopped taking the Prozac these times became less and less and less genuine, and eventually have become zero as they are now! Ha, this is crazy but may be true! Please tell me what you think. Thanks.
@ Micael: See Micael, that's what I'd like to think. But my present is currently in real favour of the opposite and I'm wondering if its a result of stopping the Prozac...
@ generic dan: It hasn't been a nightmare per se, just a gradual but now significant change in outlook and beliefs...
@ cavassi: that is precisely why I came off the medication; I thought I could do it myself and that it was in fact me all the time...and I was fine by myself for a while until it started unraveling..
@ kokopelli: Thing is, the truth was always with me while on the medication... off the medication, the truth isn't here! Now I'm wondering is it a matter of taking the medicine again, or is it really dependent on me to re-realize all that of my enlightenment...