Even when I was very little, I have always felt the presence of something creepy. Recently, I have been having more scary and humiliating dreams than ever. One time, I had a dream where I felt like someone was forcing me to go out of the house topless and I tried my best to cover myself up with my arms. No one reacted much, just looked at me with disdain as if it were a normal occurance. I have also felt like I've had to cling to my parents and that I need them for everything, although I do well at work and college. I also have obssesive thoughts, that just won't go away that are very weird or disturbing but it only happens for short periods of time every now and then (also happened a lot during childhood). I have always felt like it is not really me that is doing these things, I was always extremely sweet and docile about everything and everyone.
When I was a child I also had this extreme interest in religion, even though my family never went to church. I would say things randomely that I had never heard out of the blue like, "There is nothing more beautiful than the baby Jesus." and "He is looking up at God." I think that maybe because I had this demon hovering over me that I naturally wanted to do something that would avert it away from me.
Just last night, I felt something touching my shoulder, and then the top of my head. I think if there is a thing it is beginning to play. I also noticed a missing object the other day that reappered in the same spot that I looked for it a couple of days later. I also constantly feel like someone is watching me and sometimes hear voices and scratching noises from the attic when there is no one in the house but me.
certainly no history of any mental illness in the family ever. It wasn't exactly a voice I guess, just very weird sounds. I couldn't exactly determine what they were. This is the first time that has ever happened, I don't go around hearing voices in my head just feel like I am being controlled.
When I was a child I also had this extreme interest in religion, even though my family never went to church. I would say things randomely that I had never heard out of the blue like, "There is nothing more beautiful than the baby Jesus." and "He is looking up at God." I think that maybe because I had this demon hovering over me that I naturally wanted to do something that would avert it away from me.
Just last night, I felt something touching my shoulder, and then the top of my head. I think if there is a thing it is beginning to play. I also noticed a missing object the other day that reappered in the same spot that I looked for it a couple of days later. I also constantly feel like someone is watching me and sometimes hear voices and scratching noises from the attic when there is no one in the house but me.
certainly no history of any mental illness in the family ever. It wasn't exactly a voice I guess, just very weird sounds. I couldn't exactly determine what they were. This is the first time that has ever happened, I don't go around hearing voices in my head just feel like I am being controlled.