Maria Giselita
New member
The most painful thing would be having love right in front of you and having to say “no” to its face, knowing that I am not yet ready for it. I feel like I don’t deserve him yet... especially at this time when I am not yet ready to handle it. Am I being too much of a perfectionist for hoping that perhaps the right time will come someday, after I have figured everything out for myself, that perhaps a better option will come along? I don’t deserve him yet. but what if I lose him?