is anyone else like me?

[chili28]

i'm sweet, loyal and respectful. i'm pretty smart. my family kind of picks on me and especially my husband picks on me. i've always been an outsider/loner, not always by choice. i'm socially awkward and stick my foot in my mouth. i think the worst about people not liking me and tend to accidentally yet automatically fulfill those prophecies. i'm a sucker for guilt and people use guilt to manipulate and hurt me. and i let them and even help them do that, thought not on purpose. i'm scrupulous, genuine, moral, and just really kind. yet i never meet anyone like me. i'm kind of odd. i've never met anyone as truly nice as me nor as likely to be a target for mean and petty people. i'm never mean or petty. i know i have some asperger's. is anyone else out there like me? i'm just nice by nature...like i feel it's the best and truest way to be.