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A question that is asked more than once?
Should i follow my head or heart?
Iv been told several times to follow your heart'
But iv also been told several times follow your head
Your heart will only get broken if you go for what it wants
I love him but iv been pryed apart from him
I want things to work out but not sure if thats whats best for my son and I
My family hates him and loves the other
but the one my family hates is the daddy of my son
the other one helps me out with everything i do
he understands what iam going through and is willing to wait forever
but i dont want to make him wait forever yet i dont want to hurt either one
the other one is the one who stole my heart without any options
he just stole it
the day he told me he loved me i wasnt too sure on nething
i thought i found love when i found him
he was sweet and amazing in soo many more ways then just one
i started gettin untrusting with him due to him hiding being with two 15 year olds
there were rumors that i didnt wanna belive and i know now that nothing happend but its
the point that he didnt let me know about it
he says that im obsessive and that i need help and that im crazy
but i just didnt wanna lose him
i dont get along with many females because i think that every gurl is only about the
compition between them and other gurls rather they are friends or not
and i dont feel like havving the drama
and im sure alot of you other females could relate
and then when he found out that i was prego it was a suprise to him
as any guy would say lol.
but he wasnt too happy about it
then about a month before my due date he told me that he didnt think he was in love with me
and that he didnt know if he could be with me nemore after three years hes telling me this
well i got really upset and asked him why
he just sat there didnt look at me or nething
one thing led to another i went to the hospital to be endused and he took me and
i asked him before they endused me if he planed on being around
he said yes
well i had our son first child and only haha and we were fine for the first 2 weeks..
his parents bought us a mobile home to start out our new lives with our son
i got all my stuff moved out of my apartment and he told me to leave once he had the home
so i took my things including my son n left.
about a week later i met a guy from a town close to where i live his name is Jusdon.
he also has a little boy that is 3 years old, my son is now 7 months old
and we hit it off pretty well. we got each others number and we were just talking as friends.
and my babys dad found out i told him and he was not happy at all. but i was under the impression
that he was completely do0ne being with me...he supirsed me after our so turnd about 5 months old
he said he wanted to work things out...i never did nething with Jusdon cause i feel if u have feeling
for someone else its not right to move fast.
so now im stuck between the two but my babys dad clay and i dont have that much trust for one another
in which me and this jusdon have full trust.and he treats me like a queen clay on the other hand
treats me like im invisible for the most part.
i love affection and he doesnt like giving it often.
yet he tells me he loves me...i ask him to not go to bars due to my past when i was a child \ teen, and
i only ask for respect basically if hes going to hang out with gurls id like it if i were around as well
cause where we live is a small town and drama starts like u wouldnt belive.
everyone knows everyone. and u could b driving through town and people would be saying u were doing
other things with other people. and i feel like if we save the drama we can save what we once had.. I could
really use some opinions im going crazy trying to figure it out and like i said i dont talk to many people
because then its nothing but drama...he said she said sh*t so if ya could send me some opinions thatd be awesome
thanks
Should i follow my head or heart?
Iv been told several times to follow your heart'
But iv also been told several times follow your head
Your heart will only get broken if you go for what it wants
I love him but iv been pryed apart from him
I want things to work out but not sure if thats whats best for my son and I
My family hates him and loves the other
but the one my family hates is the daddy of my son
the other one helps me out with everything i do
he understands what iam going through and is willing to wait forever
but i dont want to make him wait forever yet i dont want to hurt either one
the other one is the one who stole my heart without any options
he just stole it
the day he told me he loved me i wasnt too sure on nething
i thought i found love when i found him
he was sweet and amazing in soo many more ways then just one
i started gettin untrusting with him due to him hiding being with two 15 year olds
there were rumors that i didnt wanna belive and i know now that nothing happend but its
the point that he didnt let me know about it
he says that im obsessive and that i need help and that im crazy
but i just didnt wanna lose him
i dont get along with many females because i think that every gurl is only about the
compition between them and other gurls rather they are friends or not
and i dont feel like havving the drama
and im sure alot of you other females could relate
and then when he found out that i was prego it was a suprise to him
as any guy would say lol.
but he wasnt too happy about it
then about a month before my due date he told me that he didnt think he was in love with me
and that he didnt know if he could be with me nemore after three years hes telling me this
well i got really upset and asked him why
he just sat there didnt look at me or nething
one thing led to another i went to the hospital to be endused and he took me and
i asked him before they endused me if he planed on being around
he said yes
well i had our son first child and only haha and we were fine for the first 2 weeks..
his parents bought us a mobile home to start out our new lives with our son
i got all my stuff moved out of my apartment and he told me to leave once he had the home
so i took my things including my son n left.
about a week later i met a guy from a town close to where i live his name is Jusdon.
he also has a little boy that is 3 years old, my son is now 7 months old
and we hit it off pretty well. we got each others number and we were just talking as friends.
and my babys dad found out i told him and he was not happy at all. but i was under the impression
that he was completely do0ne being with me...he supirsed me after our so turnd about 5 months old
he said he wanted to work things out...i never did nething with Jusdon cause i feel if u have feeling
for someone else its not right to move fast.
so now im stuck between the two but my babys dad clay and i dont have that much trust for one another
in which me and this jusdon have full trust.and he treats me like a queen clay on the other hand
treats me like im invisible for the most part.
i love affection and he doesnt like giving it often.
yet he tells me he loves me...i ask him to not go to bars due to my past when i was a child \ teen, and
i only ask for respect basically if hes going to hang out with gurls id like it if i were around as well
cause where we live is a small town and drama starts like u wouldnt belive.
everyone knows everyone. and u could b driving through town and people would be saying u were doing
other things with other people. and i feel like if we save the drama we can save what we once had.. I could
really use some opinions im going crazy trying to figure it out and like i said i dont talk to many people
because then its nothing but drama...he said she said sh*t so if ya could send me some opinions thatd be awesome
thanks