Patricia G
New member
I am a 32 year old female,great job good family loving husband,no children,no financial problems ,no drug or alcohol abuse. No problems with mental illness of any kind. I am an atheist. I am a rational person and only believe in what can be proved as a fact. For some unknown reason to me ,since I was 8 years of age I began having images of committing suicide. I have attempted a few times but chock myself into reality at the very moment. I must make clear that I have no reason to want to harm myself. I wanted to know if and why without any depression or emotional triggers I have these reoccurring thoughts. I have never spoken of this with anyone as I believe they will immediately jump to the conclusion that I am mentally ill and try to get me some sort of counseling. I am really interested in any logical opinion anyone has to offer. But please ,no religious comments as I respect it but do not participate in that sort of belief. Thank you.