Hi, I'm a 16 year old guy. I've been confused about my sexuality for awhile now.
I know that I am not straight. I am attracted to other guys. I also have a really weird fetish, it is for guys with beer bellies, and who are overweight in general. But this fetish also applies to me. I feel like I want to be fat and have a beer belly- It's really weird.
I find women attractive too, but not naked. I kind of like the look of boobs, but when I see the nipples I think its disgusting. And I don't even want to imagine the lower area.
But the same applies for men. I'm attracted to shirtless guys, but not pantless. Penis just disgusts me.
And I masturbate differently. I don't even touch my penis. I rub my stomach area, and often put pillows up to it to make me feel fatter. And I don't view any pornographic materials while doing this... only sometimes pictures of guys with beer bellies (but not naked).
I don't know where I fit in, because this fetish consumes my entire sexuality. I don't want to have 'sex', even with other men. I don't view porn (gay or straight).
I like to consider myself bisexual with a really odd fetish pertaining to a particular sex, but I don't know if that would be considered an accurate description.
Any input would be helpful, thanks.
Also during masturbation I am more imagining myself fat, rather than others. Even when viewing pictures of others. I don't know what to make of it.
I know that I am not straight. I am attracted to other guys. I also have a really weird fetish, it is for guys with beer bellies, and who are overweight in general. But this fetish also applies to me. I feel like I want to be fat and have a beer belly- It's really weird.
I find women attractive too, but not naked. I kind of like the look of boobs, but when I see the nipples I think its disgusting. And I don't even want to imagine the lower area.
But the same applies for men. I'm attracted to shirtless guys, but not pantless. Penis just disgusts me.
And I masturbate differently. I don't even touch my penis. I rub my stomach area, and often put pillows up to it to make me feel fatter. And I don't view any pornographic materials while doing this... only sometimes pictures of guys with beer bellies (but not naked).
I don't know where I fit in, because this fetish consumes my entire sexuality. I don't want to have 'sex', even with other men. I don't view porn (gay or straight).
I like to consider myself bisexual with a really odd fetish pertaining to a particular sex, but I don't know if that would be considered an accurate description.
Any input would be helpful, thanks.
Also during masturbation I am more imagining myself fat, rather than others. Even when viewing pictures of others. I don't know what to make of it.