Okay, so, hey! I'm Lolo. Nice to meet you =)
So, here's my problem:
I think I've discovered a new form of "sexuality," and I'm living in it. I'm wondering if it exists already, or if I'm just totally crazy.
I'm not attracted to either sex.
I think the act of sex or physical attraction is animalistic and gross.
HOWEVER, I do believe in a deeper level of attraction- that is, attraction of the soul, (You know, that crazy little thing called love ^.^) regardless of gender, as long as the relationship doesn't turn sexual... Not friendship, but non-sexual romance. Connection.
I just think it's weird... even when you're married, the idea of being sexually attracted to someone else makes love seem like lust.
Am I a freak? Will I outgrow this? (I'm only 16) Is there ANYONE ELSE who feels this way?
Thanks for reading, have a great day
I'm also Catholic, so it would kind of be against my religion not consummate (sp?) my marriage, so I really don't want to live in sin, but I just don't think it's right on a personal level!
So, here's my problem:
I think I've discovered a new form of "sexuality," and I'm living in it. I'm wondering if it exists already, or if I'm just totally crazy.
I'm not attracted to either sex.
I think the act of sex or physical attraction is animalistic and gross.
HOWEVER, I do believe in a deeper level of attraction- that is, attraction of the soul, (You know, that crazy little thing called love ^.^) regardless of gender, as long as the relationship doesn't turn sexual... Not friendship, but non-sexual romance. Connection.
I just think it's weird... even when you're married, the idea of being sexually attracted to someone else makes love seem like lust.
Am I a freak? Will I outgrow this? (I'm only 16) Is there ANYONE ELSE who feels this way?
Thanks for reading, have a great day
I'm also Catholic, so it would kind of be against my religion not consummate (sp?) my marriage, so I really don't want to live in sin, but I just don't think it's right on a personal level!