I am a 19 year old girl, never dated anyone and no friends period. I have been talking to a very cool yet very shy 20 year old guy since last summer, and the first week of January he asked me out to the movies and we've been hanging out alone and with friends of his since.
He has shown some romantic hints, (like touching my limbs, my hair, some cuddling, making everyone leave the room so we could be alone, etc) and I always let him lead when it comes to affection. We never kissed but last time I was with him he held and squeezed my hand.
I asked to see him two times, and he's turned me down. The first time, he was drinking and didn't want me around him drunk. The second time, he had a speech to make for Monday for his college class.
He hasn't talked to me since. He hit the "Like" button on my mother's Facebook status about me and my family going out to Eat but that's all I've heard from him. I feel like he doesn't care about me.
I feel like he's just another butthole in the world. I feel like he doesn't care, and I mean nothing to him. I was really, really happy. I thought I made a friend. Friendships never last for me, and I always wonder what I did wrong. The person, be it guy or girl never cares to see me again. I'm so miserable. I almost wish I'd die.
Please, any advice is much appreciated.
He has shown some romantic hints, (like touching my limbs, my hair, some cuddling, making everyone leave the room so we could be alone, etc) and I always let him lead when it comes to affection. We never kissed but last time I was with him he held and squeezed my hand.
I asked to see him two times, and he's turned me down. The first time, he was drinking and didn't want me around him drunk. The second time, he had a speech to make for Monday for his college class.
He hasn't talked to me since. He hit the "Like" button on my mother's Facebook status about me and my family going out to Eat but that's all I've heard from him. I feel like he doesn't care about me.
I feel like he's just another butthole in the world. I feel like he doesn't care, and I mean nothing to him. I was really, really happy. I thought I made a friend. Friendships never last for me, and I always wonder what I did wrong. The person, be it guy or girl never cares to see me again. I'm so miserable. I almost wish I'd die.
Please, any advice is much appreciated.