Okay i'm a 17 year old guy... and my whole life, i've known i liked guys.. but i also liked girls too, so no big deal... but recently, i've found myself leaning more towards guys.. and as long as i can remember, i've always felt extremely ashamed about it, and honestly i've hated myself for it too.. i've kept it hidden from family, friends, and i feel stupid having to come to the internet for help, but i am so alone and i literally have no one to talk to.. I'm so sick of being depressed and feeling guilty for who i am (even if i still haven't figured it out) and i just want more than anything to tell my family, but.. i can't bring myself to do it, i just need advice on what i should do to make these negative feelings go away... and i don't want any religious or anti gay shit in here cause i dont need it right now.
as far as my family goes we are VERY close, but they say AWFUL things about homosexuals, so thats a huge factor of my stress, and to be perfectly honest, i have had suicidal thoughts... i HATE feeling like this (i'm not emo, i'm usually happy and energetic) but i'm tired of the facade that i'm happy when i'm not, and y'alls answers really do help me feel more peaceful.. if that makes sense...
as far as my family goes we are VERY close, but they say AWFUL things about homosexuals, so thats a huge factor of my stress, and to be perfectly honest, i have had suicidal thoughts... i HATE feeling like this (i'm not emo, i'm usually happy and energetic) but i'm tired of the facade that i'm happy when i'm not, and y'alls answers really do help me feel more peaceful.. if that makes sense...