Im 18 male and have zero friends, i don't understand why though as i was popular at senior school. I don't have a job or any money im struggling to make ends meet although my family are helping me. When i wake up in a morning there's no motivation to do anything, iv never got any plans i don't leave the house and im constantly in Limbo either being depressed or in a mood where i aggravate everyone around me to amuse myself. when i think of getting a job i get depressed cause i think of what i want be and where i want be and it depresses me, i just want to have a fun filled life with friends nothing over the top but i cant, i try and make friends but it doesn't work, i really am the Nice's person you'll every meet id never steal and id help anyone even if it means putting myself out but nobody seems to like me, i like the ides of being dead then being in this existence, i have nothing in my life to look forward too, how can i get a life worth living instead of being a looser ? am i doomed or am i mentally ill ?
Im so lonely, is the a mental illness?
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