care????????????????????????????? I'm 16 and I do rowing and it's a lot like running. The faster your time, the better. My times are SLOWER than last year. We get tested. On my first one I did really badly and the coach helped me see that I am capable of better. And I had been working out so hard. Then we got tested and this is our second to last test. Almost everyone set personal records, but I did worse than my first test. My coach seemed really pissed off and didn't even speak to me.
When he was talking to us as a group I was really upset and looking down the entire time. I was about to cry and taking deep breaths. I looked up and both of my coaches were staring at me.
I'm so embarrassed because I was doing really well the previous days. And we never redo these tests so basically I'm stuck in the bottom boat. I HAVE THE SLOWEST TIME ON THE TEAM. I don't know if my coaches think I wasn't trying or they think I over worked myself.
But is it good or bad that I seemed really upset? They were both staring at me!! I'm soooo embarrassed and disappointed in myself. I don't even want to go to practice and I don't think I can make eye contact with them. I'm thinking of just faking confidence and staying positive.
When he was talking to us as a group I was really upset and looking down the entire time. I was about to cry and taking deep breaths. I looked up and both of my coaches were staring at me.
I'm so embarrassed because I was doing really well the previous days. And we never redo these tests so basically I'm stuck in the bottom boat. I HAVE THE SLOWEST TIME ON THE TEAM. I don't know if my coaches think I wasn't trying or they think I over worked myself.
But is it good or bad that I seemed really upset? They were both staring at me!! I'm soooo embarrassed and disappointed in myself. I don't even want to go to practice and I don't think I can make eye contact with them. I'm thinking of just faking confidence and staying positive.