I'm actually sick of this sh*t. I hate my family so much 
I want to get away from there, but theres nowhere to run away to :'(
My mum is always screaming and yelling, and my brothers alway get in my head and Pi*s me off so much, oh and my dad is either at work or asleep. or swearing at me. I recently stopped talking to them altogether because im sick to death of it. I hate when i come home in a good mood, and its turned upside down, i always get in my house, and just start crying about my secret life at home. I hate telling my friends excuses why they cant come to my house. but its so embarrassing.
Today im so angry, i finished all my homework and chores so i went to watch t.v, in the first 10 minutes my brother came over and turned the t.v off and told me he was watching his show, and it gave me the worst feeling at the pit of my stomach and i thought to myself "im not going to stand down to this anymore" so i went and told my dad (hoping he'd stand up for me) and he said, quote.
"go get a boyfriend to whinge too, just f**k off and leave me alone" and at that point i was in tears, so i went to my room and put a chair under my handle to lock it. and then my brother came over to my window and started banging on my window and laughing and it just makes me feel so depressed and upset, im sick of my life. i try opening up to my parents but they dont care. I just want to leave and get out of this life. But where can i go, i have no relatives around?
thankyou.
I want to get away from there, but theres nowhere to run away to :'(
My mum is always screaming and yelling, and my brothers alway get in my head and Pi*s me off so much, oh and my dad is either at work or asleep. or swearing at me. I recently stopped talking to them altogether because im sick to death of it. I hate when i come home in a good mood, and its turned upside down, i always get in my house, and just start crying about my secret life at home. I hate telling my friends excuses why they cant come to my house. but its so embarrassing.
Today im so angry, i finished all my homework and chores so i went to watch t.v, in the first 10 minutes my brother came over and turned the t.v off and told me he was watching his show, and it gave me the worst feeling at the pit of my stomach and i thought to myself "im not going to stand down to this anymore" so i went and told my dad (hoping he'd stand up for me) and he said, quote.
"go get a boyfriend to whinge too, just f**k off and leave me alone" and at that point i was in tears, so i went to my room and put a chair under my handle to lock it. and then my brother came over to my window and started banging on my window and laughing and it just makes me feel so depressed and upset, im sick of my life. i try opening up to my parents but they dont care. I just want to leave and get out of this life. But where can i go, i have no relatives around?
thankyou.