I'm questioning my sexuality. i need help.?

[Yazi]

Lets get started with I'm a female. I've been with a girl for almost two years now and i'm very happy when i'm with her. We talk about the future and i see a future with her. I'm so deeply in love with her, there's no doubt about it. She's the more dominant one but we're both girls. I'm the most femine one. But lately she's been telling me to be a bit more masculine with her? like to make her feel like a girl. which i really do try but it doesn't seem natural to me. Another thing about it is that when we're making love and i'm pleasuring her, sometimes it doesn't feel quite right and i can't stand the smell and wetness of her.. you know.. and i feel so bad because i'm so in love with her and she does very much turn me on and pleasure me. sometimes i feel selfish but idk?? i need help, what do i do? In the past i've been with guys, she's my first girl. and she's "open" but more into females.. i know it's alot to process but i need you guys help!! thank you!