So i live in a pretty small town in CA, where there is absolutely nothing to do so people resort to partying all the time. And lately I've been going out nearly everyday and doing really unproductive stuff with people who don't really care about much of anything. I'm just over it, but i have noo self motivation and i've been smoking weed for the past year and a half since i have pretty bad anxiety, at first it was helping but now it doesn't do anything and i want to start all over with a whole new approach. I'm 16, almost 17. And not in a public high school, i do independent studies so while everyone is at school i have the whole day to go do pretty much anything. But like i said, i have no self motivation whatsoever and always resort back to doing unproductive lazy things.
I just want to know what is something i can do to work towards being able to make good use of my time? How do i motivate myself to get out and go on a run or something as simple as that? Do you have any suggestions? And also anyone that has ever lived in a town with a population is about 40,000 people, what are activities that you can do to keep yourself occupied, other than 'hanging out with friends'? Sports? Hobbies? Or even a good book?? Thanks,
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I'm interested in sports like, bicycling and running. I don't have a problem with working out or anything, i'm just lazy. And i want to be a photographer when i'm older, but i feel like i'm not doing what i should be to work towards that.
Basically how to i get motivated to do things i actually enjoy doing?
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I just want to know what is something i can do to work towards being able to make good use of my time? How do i motivate myself to get out and go on a run or something as simple as that? Do you have any suggestions? And also anyone that has ever lived in a town with a population is about 40,000 people, what are activities that you can do to keep yourself occupied, other than 'hanging out with friends'? Sports? Hobbies? Or even a good book?? Thanks,
.I'm interested in sports like, bicycling and running. I don't have a problem with working out or anything, i'm just lazy. And i want to be a photographer when i'm older, but i feel like i'm not doing what i should be to work towards that.
Basically how to i get motivated to do things i actually enjoy doing?
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