CandyxAcid
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I've been having a lot of trouble in my life lately and a lot of stress. I had to testify against my abusive exboyfriend who is now in prison and I've had to deal a lot with sex crimes and drugs in strange ways lately... there's a lot of stress and i can't get to sleep at night at all without nightmares. (I'm starting to see my school guidance counselor)
My gold fish of seven years died about a month ago so I cleaned out his tank to buy a new one. And now, for some reason, I feel obsessed with fish. I couldn't even go to the pet store to buy my dog food without stopping by the fish section and begging my mother to buy me another fish. I want a room full of fish tanks. I come home every day after school and start reading fish books. I can't even check my email or do my virtual school without going on youtube and watching videos of FISH or looking on aquabid at fish. I'm FREAKING OUT.
I know that looking at my fish is helping me relaxed... I feel really calm and collected and content when I see them swimming around. But it's also making me feel mildly insane and I'm starting to worry. WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME?
My gold fish of seven years died about a month ago so I cleaned out his tank to buy a new one. And now, for some reason, I feel obsessed with fish. I couldn't even go to the pet store to buy my dog food without stopping by the fish section and begging my mother to buy me another fish. I want a room full of fish tanks. I come home every day after school and start reading fish books. I can't even check my email or do my virtual school without going on youtube and watching videos of FISH or looking on aquabid at fish. I'm FREAKING OUT.
I know that looking at my fish is helping me relaxed... I feel really calm and collected and content when I see them swimming around. But it's also making me feel mildly insane and I'm starting to worry. WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME?