im not serious about anything, why?

Ibraheam

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when it comes to work, im 100% serious cause i know that its a big deal in every person's life.
but when it comes to things like, music, friends, appearence, facebook, style, dating etc., im litterly not serious about any of those things.
i believe its all simply a waste of time and is used for entertainment and satisfying personal needs.
i dont blame myself for any of that, but when i see myself as an 18 year old guy in this world, i'll admit that i seem like a weirdo.
im not a shy person, not a rude one and can control myself properly.
i actually like myself and accept who i am. but it annoys me when i see myself diffferent from most guys and girls around me.
this fact had lead me to have few friends and never been in a real relationship.
i dated , kissed bla bla bla , but whats called ' the true love' to me is some stupid illusion that people lose their control for and let it control their lives.
im happy with who i am, but i don't wanna feel that im a different person from other guys and girls around me, what should i do?
 
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